You know what hurts the most about this journey? Not being able to do for my Princes what I once could. Being unable to work I have no steady, good money coming in, and at the moment I don't have a car. It's so hard to listen to them tell me what they want, and I have no way to provide it. Yes, they understand it, but it still hurts me because they aren't used to this. I always come through when they need me, but now it's totally different. They truly only care about spending time with me, and I love them so much for that. But, they have needs and necessities, and I'm not sure how we've made it this far, but we are still here. I miss having fun with them so much! I miss having a home for us as well! It has literally been almost 2 years since we've had our own place to live. For a while, I was so pissed because I always have to go through hell when I watch others get it so easy. I mean, what did I do so bad? Am I being punished for making a bad decision ...
Take a journey with me thru my ups and downs of dealing with Triple Negative Breast Cancer, mental health issues (anxiety, depression, and PTSD), and how survivorship/remission has changed me. I am here to engage, educate, uplift, and help anyone that I can this includes, cancer patients, their caregivers, and the survivors.